So, this is going to be a short post, as I’ve only got a few minutes here.
I was in church today and I had a realization as I often do as services of any sort. The main realization was that I have not been approaching my problem of lacking enthusiasm the right way, and that a direct reversal may be what I need.
You see, I had been trying to be gentle with myself and not force speed, and while parts of that are fine, the reality is that I’ve been too gentle, barely daring to push myself at all.
But I’m at least semi-adult. I can take my own pushes. So I’m going to sit down and write when I tell myself I should.